[Beshbelka]

Я всегда очень любила эту песню

Lay beside me, tell me what they've done

Speak the words I wanna hear,

to make my demons run

The door is locked now,

but it's open if you're true

If you can understand the me,

than I can understand the you



Lay beside me, under wicked sky

Through black of day,

dark of night, we share this pair of lives

The door cracks open,

but there's no sun shining through

Black heart scarring darker still,

but there's no sun shining through

No, there's no sun shining through

No, there's no sun shining



What I've felt, what I've known

Turn the pages, turn the stone

Behind the door, should I open it for you



What I've felt, what I've known

Sick and tired, I stand alone

Could you be there,

'cause I'm the one who waits for you

Or are you unforgiven too?



Come lay beside me, this won't hurt I swear

She loves me not, she loves me still,

but she'll never love again

She lay beside me,

but she'll be there when I'm gone

Black heart scarring darker still,

yes she'll be there when I'm gone

Yes, she'll be there when I'm gone

Dead sure she'll be there



What I've felt, what I've known

Turn the pages, turn the stone

Behind the door, should I open it for you



What I've felt, what I've known

Sick and tired, I stand alone

Could you be there,

'cause I'm the one who waits for you

Or are you unforgiven too?



Lay beside me, tell me what I've done

The door is closed, so are your eyes

But now I see the sun, now I see the sun

Yes now I see it



What I've felt, what I've known

Turn the pages, turn the stone

Behind the door, should I open it for you



What I've felt, what I've known

So sick and tired, I stand alone

Could you be there, 'cause I'm the one who waits,

The one who waits for you



Oh what I've felt, what I've known

Turn the pages, turn the stone

Behind the door, should I open it for you

(So I dub thee unforgiven)



Oh, what I've felt

Oh, what I've known



I take this key (never free)

And I bury it (never me) in you

Because you're unforgiven too



Never free

Never me

'Cause you're unforgiven too

Oh

Почему-то вспоминается школа, люди, с которыми мы уже никогда не будем так близки, мысли, которые слишком наивны, чтобы выжить...Мне под такую музыку всегда щемяще-грустно, как будто у меня не то что-то отнимают, не то наоборот возвращают что-то утерянное...Хочется схватить телефон и звонить, звонить им, тем, кто остался там, в моём прошлом, как будто один звонок снова вернёт меня в эту нашу бурную безмятежность.







Я всегда сдерживаю этот свой порыв.Ибо прекрасно знаю, что всё изменилось сильнее, чем хотелось.

@музыка: Metallica "Unforgiven"